It's been a long time. I haven't had much luck on my own. I can't get a job. I can't stay in school. I've been living on streets and sometimes staying with friends. It's getting cold though. One things for sure, you can't be homeless in this shithole city in the winter. I have to go somewhere. Some old dude at Fran's overheard me and Troy talking about me trying to find a job, he told me that I could go to New York and make a killing giving blowjobs. Fat ASSHOLE!!!!

Sometimes I wish I could leave all my dreams behind.